Friday, December 04, 2009

I have to share how God has showed me himself in the midst of this tragedy. My family last Friday night was decorating our Christmas tree when I placed an ornament on the tree that I had made several years ago in M.O.P.S. It had a scripture in it from John 14:17b. "He lives with you and will be in you." (Jesus speaking of the Holy Spirit to his disciples). When I read that I felt like God washed over me anew that He truly was with me and in me. I was joyful and thankful in that moment. Then just an hour or so later I received the phone call that our Misty had passed away. I felt like never before that God was so very far away. I kept telling Austin, "Where is God; I don't feel him." After the long night had passed, I woke up and the Lord reminded me of that verse from John. I opened my Bible and began to read all of John 14. I was very encouraged and felt God speaking over me that He was with me and in me- that He was with the Ezell's and George's and in them. Then while we sat and listened on Wednesday at the funeral service, the scripture read was from John 14. I was again reminded that He goes before me- he knows the events that will take place in our lives before we experience them, and he will give us a Word- he will give us the mercies we need.

Our senior year of college, Misty, Elizabeth, and Erin (not pictured-she must have been taking the picture) took a road trip to Harding University to see Martha Lynn perform in Spring Sing- her group one first place! We had a blast!

Here we all are in Misty's wedding in 2002. It was an absolutely beautiful ceremony and reception. We all approved of Jeremy- he passed the test!

To Mr. and Mrs. Ezell, Jeremy, Ella, Miles, and Griffin:

My heart bleeds for your loss. I will pray for strength, for peace, for hope, for laughter again, and for you to remember that God is good and that He is with you always. Here are some verses I am clinging to, and I pray you will find strength in these words as well:

Psalms 68:19-20 “Praise be to the Lord, to God our Savior, who daily bears our burdens. Our God is a God who saves; from the Sovereign Lord comes escape from death.

Lamentations 3:21-23 "Yet this I call to mind and therefore I have hope: Because of the Lord's great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is Your faithfulness."

Zephaniah 3:17 "The Lord your God is with you. He is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you. He will quiet you with his love. He will rejoice over you with singing."

John 14:27a “Peace I leave with you, my peace I give you.”

To all of us who are in pain over this precious life lost, may God graciously give in abundance faith, hope, and love.

In Christ, Nicole





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6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Nicole,
I sat last night and wept as I looked at the beautiful pictures of Misty you posted, but I was also comforted by your words. You have written a wonderful tribute to your friend, Misty. This is hard, hard, hard. Harder than anything I've ever been through. Thank you for the words you wrote and the scriptures you quoted. May they be a comfort to all of us.
Love,
Elisabeth

Ginny said...

Praying for you and for all of Misty's family. Love you sweet friend...

laurie said...

Nicole,
What a precious way to honor and cherish Misty and ya'lls life together. I can't imagine where your heart has been over the last week, but I'm praising God that He is/was faithful to meet you there. Continue clinging to Him...

Kayla Moore said...

Nicole, I work with a lady that also knew Misty. I just wanted to say I am so sorry for your loss. I will keep you and her family in my prayers. I am Kevin and Ginny Moores sister-in-law.
Kayla

~ LeAnne said...

I'm so sorry to hear of this loss. I can't imagine what you and Misty's family have been going through this past week. I'll be keeping you and her family in my prayers.
Otherwise, I hope things are going well for all of you!

Love, LeAnne

Anonymous said...

Nicole, I don't believe I've ever met you or Misty although we were all at Lipscomb at the same time. I'm SO very sorry for your loss. My heart hurts for you, the Ezell's, the George's, and everyone else who was close to her.
I lost my brother in August. He was 28 years old and had three young boys. I miss him everyday.
My husband and I pick a memory verse for our kids to learn every month. This time he picked it and I treasure it. May it give you peace and renewed hope. I'll be praying for you and the family.
"God will wipe every tear from their eyes and there will be no more death or sorrow or crying or pain. All these things are gone forever." And the one sitting on the throne said, "Look, I am making everything new!" And then he said to me, "Write this down for what I tell you is trustworthy and true." -Revelation 21:4-5
In Him,
Stephanie (Seabolt) Lillard